Tuesday, September 22, 2009

sorry....

having different feeling is not a guilt nor sin,
having the wrong feeling is not at fault at all...
u know, we cannot control our own feelings as it comes naturally...
i guess everyone knows about that...
i hope that person may forgive me,
but should i let go?
or i should go for it though its quite imposible?
any answer?
i think that person's answer is NO... hahax....
take care....

Saturday, September 19, 2009


say goodbye lor....

after being with everyone for 3 months, i had learnt so many stuff and understand alot of things... do u know actually in university's life is not as easy as we expected? Hahax... i guess its much more tougher than normal attire. we learnt to be independent... we learnt to carry out house chores by our own as my mom did that for me when i was young. We learn and learn. during the moment in kampar, i learnt to cook, i learnt to observe and adapt. At last, i succeed. In UTAR, my life was like seramble.. messy and untidy. Ups and downs. arguements and fights. Hahax... normal stuff i guess? anyway, my friends, u guys gonna keep up and take care of urself. if we were still in the same path, we will meet again. see yea, guys! ch@osxx....

Sunday, September 13, 2009

u know that....

what u wanted to know, i have the answer.... but i don't think i could give u any answer for now... because i am now in serious confusion.... i don't really know what answer should i give u... well, if u wanted to know u can find it in that particular place.... the place which we met that moment.... i hope u understand.... take care....

Saturday, September 12, 2009

??

what i feel is right, as what i wanted to feel is right..
what i see is right, as what i wanted to see is what it is...
what i sense is right, as what i wanted to sense is that sensation...
what i touch is abstract, as i wanted to touch but i could not...
what i hold is nothing, as what i wanted to hold has fallen...
i wanted to know everything i wanted to know,
but i could not have the chance to get it....
why n how only i could really find out the truth?
why n how only i could really feel what i would like to feel?
sensing and capturing could not show me the climax or the peak,
i guess i need to know it by myself....
could i?

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

DBSK....



max~


hero~

xiah~





















hero kim jae joong~





DBSK, u guys are great.... arghx... thanks to WG... they wake me up of DBSK's abilities... hahax... thank you...

being an outsider....

after being thru all those stuff, i found out that i am jus an outsider...
after being thru all these stuff, i found out that i am jus an unknown...
after i hav seen all the stuff(s), i found out that i am jus an out-sider....
after seen everything, i found out that that is not the truth...
after seen everything, i found out that that was jus a misunderstanding....
after gone thru everything, i found out that i was jus a stupid waiting for u...
after having all the stuff done, i found out that i mistaken what i felt...
after knowing the truth, i think i shall back off and leave d world with u....
as i shall jus give up... or i shall jus go on to get it??