Ichana! itsuhamnida....

a life,
full with ups and downs,
filled with great threat,
surrounded by all flares,
moving in a grand red cloth;
but fall into a deep cold forest....
a life,
which decides our fortune and future,
which it traps us or free us,
which we could not deny,
onto the path of life...
a life,
with no guarantee,
with no support,
with no slight lit,
life which can darken our sight....
a life,
with courage,
with great breath,
and with great slant smile,
can lead us to bright line;
but it may also vanish our tray...
a tray of glasses into ashes....
a life which we are moving on....
its a life....

Today~

today, i felt so empty...
today, i felt so sick...
today, i felt so floating...
today, i felt so annoyed...
today, i felt moodless....
no mood to study,
no mood to work out,
no mood to do anything....
i cant find out what is my problem...
my brain jammed! my brain stucked!!
what a sad stuff...
potent laziness and potent disfunction....
haiz...

Ban Gap Sup Nee Da...

its been a while that i din update my blog... hahax... anyone miss me? or my blog? or my msg? hahax... im jus kidding anyway.... hoho... it has been 2 weeks for my sem 2.. its hectic... wow, u cant imaging that sue ann is running here n der jus to go for classes... hahax... i also cant imaging myself running around... huhuhu....lolx....

sedangkan ku sudah berpasangan,
ku masih kekurangan;
tetapi kehadirannya menerangkan hatiku,
dia telah menerangkan keseoranganku;
ku pasti akan mencintainya lebih daripadanya,
ku pasti akan memberi kebahagiaan kepadanya...

hahax... thanks to him that i can overcome my loneliness and everything... and thx to Thacha who always support me in everything and to Poh Choo who always accompany me n thacha for dinner... thanks to all of you... and of cz thanks to TE1 too... becuz u guys din abandoned me too... thank you!! take care!! Ch@oxzz~

sorry....

having different feeling is not a guilt nor sin,
having the wrong feeling is not at fault at all...
u know, we cannot control our own feelings as it comes naturally...
i guess everyone knows about that...
i hope that person may forgive me,
but should i let go?
or i should go for it though its quite imposible?
any answer?
i think that person's answer is NO... hahax....
take care....

say goodbye lor....

after being with everyone for 3 months, i had learnt so many stuff and understand alot of things... do u know actually in university's life is not as easy as we expected? Hahax... i guess its much more tougher than normal attire. we learnt to be independent... we learnt to carry out house chores by our own as my mom did that for me when i was young. We learn and learn. during the moment in kampar, i learnt to cook, i learnt to observe and adapt. At last, i succeed. In UTAR, my life was like seramble.. messy and untidy. Ups and downs. arguements and fights. Hahax... normal stuff i guess? anyway, my friends, u guys gonna keep up and take care of urself. if we were still in the same path, we will meet again. see yea, guys! ch@osxx....

u know that....

what u wanted to know, i have the answer.... but i don't think i could give u any answer for now... because i am now in serious confusion.... i don't really know what answer should i give u... well, if u wanted to know u can find it in that particular place.... the place which we met that moment.... i hope u understand.... take care....