undescridable feeling~

how wise must i be?
why must i face all these problems?
why must all problems appear in front of me?
cant just let them flow away?
i cant hold on anymore ....
i wish everyone happy... i wish i could brightens ppl's life...
but i made it worse....
i tried to....
tried to be very very wise...
tried to ....
i really don't know what to do....
can anyone tel me?
why must i be the one who solve ?
n why should the solution and the ending will be me?
why i would like to carry those responsibilities?
i am not that mean....
please... i am not that mean....
i am not...